Mark and I

So Mark and I seem on and off and on and off but I thought we were quite happy but Mark decided  to break up with me today. Which was a bit of a shock but I kind of think its a good thing. He didn't see our relationship going anywhere and he wants to be single when he travels which really so do I it's easier. This way I can go with my sister travelling. We shall see.

Myself

As I was saying in my last message that Mark decided to pull out as though my idea of going on the block this year was a stupid idea. So that crushed my dreams as Mark put it... So I was thinking that I can enter the Block with... and I can think of no one... The people I know that are in Australia are happy in their work and wouldn't be as enthusiastic as me for doing this. So, I decided that they are asking for teams to go in but I've decided to do it myself. I understand that I will need a team member and it will make the experience that much better but since I don't have anyone then I'm just going to have to do it myself. Plus everyone else I know is in New Zealand and they don't know what the Block is.

The Block

I really wanted to go on The Block I was so excited and my partner Mark said he wanted to do it to. I know, I asked him a hundred times just to make sure that I wasn't the crazy one. So I was going to organise the photos the videos and everything all last weekend and send it in. I stopped and thought that I wanted to do it properly so I have till October to send it in and in that time I can make it amazing. Until dum, dum, dum, Mark said you aren't doing this for a couple years aye? And I thought no, I've just been so excited and talking about entering in the block for the next season for the past year. How rude, I asked him and he said he would. The sad thing is I wont do it with anyone else becasue I'm from New Zealand and living in Australia and I have no friends that I want to go in with. And I cant do it by myself. Anyway my savings for travelling has started I have fixed my teeth but there are a few things in the way like how I owe an insurance company $650 for no reason but thats okay things like this happen. No matter what I am going, we have decided that we are going to South America for a month and then we are going to travel to Europe for the rest of the time we are away.