A little bit envious

I am a fair bit envious of all my friends travelling to all the countries that I want to go to I am soooooo envious. It's not like me to feel like this but I have never heard them talking about wanting to go to other places in the world and there they are enjoying Paris. The only difference is that I want to go for a longer time and I have friends in France that I can stay with so that's cool and that can make the trip longer and I can see the French in the country. I'm going to open up an envelope that's dated for yesterday. I'm sure I will get over it as long as I still believe that I will be experiencing the same thing.